PBSM精神永在！
今天噢…我校有sesi pergambaran..
而我咧…也趁机带了新的数码相机去学校拍照！
先介绍一下，左起：佩姗(副秘书)、我(嘉雯，也是副主席)、秋威(主席)和中汉。
今天好开心噢！拍了好多照片！
还可以再次捧着操步冠军的奖杯！还以为…从运动会过后就没机会碰了！既然有机会再次碰到奖杯，我当然“有杀错，没放过”啦！
嗯…奖杯虽然不大，但啊…呵呵呵…我好喜欢噢！
可能是因为我也有参与操步吧？！
所以，我才了解到：有付出，才有好结果！
希望…明年…无论在谁的领导下，PBSM还可以再次得到这个奖项！
可喜可贺！

I put a Narcissus in front of the window
Even one eyes look,
My soul is inside there.
The shadow of the moon light gather with my
Happiness on the water surface.
There is an unclear scene after love rotating.
My mind has a immense knot.

Starred at the moon light, hope become droplet of
rain
and some droplet of tears.
Missing someone at the other world.
Hope most that we can live together.

Who am I? Why he not appear yet?
The entire fascinating plot is in my dream
in the prince story, where are you, my litter frog?
I am waiting you everyday beside the pond.

Who am I? Why he not appear yet?
The feeling of touched WILL BE last in my dream
Unfailing Narcissus just only for one hope.
I am waiting for someone.

Waiting for one day where I kiss you
all my dream will be realized at the
moment.

Clowns are comic performers, stereotypically characterized by their colour wigs, stylistic makeup, outlandish costumes, and unusually large footwear.

Have all of you heard about some story which related to a clown? KnJ at here would like to share some clown’s stories and opinion. Story one is about there is a clown named Tom who like to pretend himself into a very ugly clown. He did a lot of funny performance at the stage and brought a lot of touched and happiness to the audience. He is really successful. But at one day, he suddenly felt sad and then he decided to seek a mentalist doctor.

“Why did I always felt sad even my performance is very successful?” Tom said it.

“Have you ever seen a clown’s performance? You try to have a look and you will know the answer.” the Mentalist Doctor responded to him.

“Sure I have because I am a clown. Ok, I will go to have a look. Thank you very much, my dear friend.” Tom said it.

Then, Tom walked into the circus and watched at a clown’s performance. After all the performance was done, he was very happy and suddenly realized that a clown is a happiness bringer who brings a lot of smile and funny to their audiences.

Actually a clown just wants to forward a simple message to all the audiences. He wants to amuse the audiences by making up himself as ugly as he could and let all the people laughing at here. To the entire viewer, try to think deeply, if the situation is changed, would you like to be a clown who let everyone laugh at you with your stupid performance? Sure the answer is not. No one can deny that human is a selfish life being. This is called “inborn talent”. Human always like to laugh, joke, critic and discriminate others.

Our second story is about an ugly clown who is called J. J is a clown who always brings a lot smile and happiness to kids. His face was always made up by a thick layer of powder and cosmetic in order to cover his ugliness. When he is performing at the stage, he would like to play a trick and joke to his audience. But there is no one knows his sadness in his heart and the tears under his cosmetic.

Who know when a clown crying? This is called a life…

It is very disappointed and impossible for some body said that an 18 years old boy miss a 15 years old girl. May be it is and may be the answer is not. But I really don’t understand the reason why the meaning of missing is really pity and sad.

Just think deeply, if you give up now, what will happen to me. I will down, you know? I knew I am always lecturing you, asking you to study hard, hard and hard. I knew the huge and malicious pressure that I gave to you is really burdening you so much. But I really hope that you will keep it up, ok? Study let smart and enjoy the process of learning. You are 3 years old younger than me I hope that you will not waste your time and be regret later on.

Thanks god to let me be here and give me a deep and fresh breath to cheer you up, shelter you and take care of you on your way to success. I have done my best and at least I am not giving up yet. Too many times I have told you the same words and the encouragement phase and I really hope that you will remember it. If you failed to remember it, never mind, I will always be there to remind you. I promise!~!

Since day one I've been obtuse and far beyond.
I couldn't laugh, I couldn't cry...

Before you judge me, take a look at yourself.
Condescending, outliving' in a lie...
Despite all the pain in my heart grinding through,
It aren’t due that you hate what I hate what you do
Despite all the goodness you've been consuming thus far,
A backstabbing motherfucker to the bone is what you are
And everyday when the knife in my back starts to stitch and turn,
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,
Then again it's like being needled 29/10
you look down to me to see the scum of the earth to be.
Fuck yeah, that's me, wicked and obscene.
I am not happy about it but at least I don't judge and
verdict
to be better than another human being.
Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far,
Can anyone, somebody tell me what the fuck is going on?
Death? What do you all know about death?

Being ’hypocrites’ and there aren’t no trust, (Those days are over now and those kids don’t care at all), Just trendy kids trying to play it hard, With their ’agro-looks’ and their ’bad-ass’ walk, Comes Saturday when they’ll pack the park. Is this really what the ’scenes’ all about? Looking bad enough, how can they be proud? Get to know your ‘roots’ and go live your day, or just another fad, you want to live life fast, (Those days are over now and those kids don’t care at all), Does it bother you when news gets ’on-air’? Do you really know about the ’scene’ today? (Those days are over now and those kids don’t care at all), You want to live your life just like in the past, While in reality there aren’t nothing going to last, Open up your eyes and take a look around, (Stop dreaming got to stand your ground), When you shout ’UNITE!!!’, just what does it mean? You’d been fighting each other again and again; Got to sheds some light in your reality.

What is miss call? Miss call is some missing calls that some people miss calling you or they intend to play a miss call in the purpose to disturb you. Missed call in this article that KnJ want to share is not a ghost film from Japan, “Missed call”. It is really terrible.

For me, miss call is a nice action and I am always been joke or joke others people. Miss call is the simplest way to disturb some one. From other perspective, miss call is also a signal of missing. Let us see through the word of “miss call”. When you are missing a people, then only you will call him or her. This is definitely correct.

Miss call is a sweet signification especially for lovers. When both of them are missing each others, they will prefer to miss call, call or send a sweet message to him or her. So, KnJ at here would like to advice to all of you that miss call somebody who you really missing. And do not miss call some people in purpose to disturb him or her. Just try it and the feeling is really nice. Thank you very much.

Birthday is the name given to the day that some people in many cultures celebrate the anniversary where they were born. The birthday cake is traditionally highly decorated, and typically covered with lit candles when presented, the number of candles signifying the age of the celebrant. The person whose birthday it is makes a silent wish and then blows out the candles. If do in one breath, the wish is supposed to come true (but only if the person keeps the wish to himself or herself).

At the end of January 2008, there was one of my best friends who really get crazy and sad. She grumbled to me that she was not celebrating her birthday at last year, 2007 because of her family member’s problem. So, her birthday had been forgotten. Then I quickly went to online and consoled her. She is a rather pleasant girl whose her birthday is on early of September each year. Actually she is a very lucky girl who there are always have some people who care about her. May be she is not realize and appreciate them. At the end of the conversation, she accepted me into her life and let me share he feeling. What do I want to say here is I am really proud and happy because I got a chance where I can console and encourage this girl in her life to succeed.

In almost 4 month time, I always sense and care about her especially her feeling. Form my motion of life; I will not let one of my friends feel lonely and sad. In my mind, I already set up that I will never get lose or give her up and I was also realizing the significant of the promise between I and her. There are too many promises that I have made and fortunately I not forget it. And I hope her too.

For the particular girl who is reading at this article, if you realize that the main character in this article is you, so I hope that you will be touched and be happy. It is because you still have a chance to celebrate your birthdays again in the year are coming. But from the fact is I can not celebrate my birthday again and again because of my lovely grandfather. Whatever I still want to and will wish you happy birthday when your birthday get there. Now, I want to prepare a special gift to this particular girl who born at the early of September. I promise to you I will do my best to give the best present that you wish so much. Remember, appreciate whatever you have now and chase you doesn’t have now. Thank you.

Birthday Blessings

Instead of counting candles,
Or tallying the years,
reflect your blessings,
as your birthday nears.

Consider special people
who love you, and who care,
and others who’ve enriched your life
just by being there.

Think about the memories
Passing years can never mar,
Experiences great and small
That have made you who you are.

Another year is a happy gift,
So cut your cake, and say,
"Instead of counting birthdays,
I count blessings every day!"

Birth flowers

Month	Flower
January	Carnation, Snowdrop
February	Violet
March	Daffodil (Jonquil)
April	Daisy, Sweet Pea, Tulip
May	Sunflower, Lily of the Valley
June	Rose, Honeysuckle
July	Larkspur
August	Lily, Gladiolus
September	Forget-me-not, Morning Glory
October	Calendula (Marigold), Camellia
November	Chrysanthemum
December	Holly, Narcissus

你的世界深奥 不明了 不知道
我开始烦恼 你怎么 那么唠叨
难到这就是 关心我的讯号？
难道我不问 你也不说了？

我不知晓 我宁可不要
你是否知道 我的心在受伤
难道我很吵 你也要管我？
难道只有你 陪我到最后一秒？

我们都知道 那曾经的拥抱
只成了现在我们对彼此的煎熬
你已不再说 什么天长地久
那些只是对爱情的谎言

直到最后 你依然在我左右
直到尽头 你依然还在陪伴着我
直到永远 你是否依然还在那儿？

我不再那样说 我不再任性
我不再让你自疚 我不再让你独自承受
我只求 让你有所感触

我不再对你意见多多 我不再错了再错
是我们自信太高 承受不起太大的滑落
是我还不满足 让你跌落悬崖
百万千万句对不起也不足够

你真的肯定 我们能办得到？
你说别再说 我们一定办得到

只要我们办得到 办得到
我们就能翱翔 翱翔吧
只要珍惜拥有 我们就看到

我说的让你心情糟糕 你说的让我心情美好
我欠你的实在太多 要还你的 不知多少
我无意把一切毁掉 你努力做到最好
但你依然说 没关系 我会做得更好

直到最后 你依然在我左右
直到尽头 你依然还在陪伴着我
直到永远 你是否依然还在那儿？

我…期待着 你的下一次成果
我…会保证 我会被溶化 永远在那儿 因为你

相信你 就是 相信我
我们抗拒不到 地心引力的力量
直到最后 换做我 为你努力
做到最好 做到最妙 要你拥有亮亮心情!!

Floating on the city of love,
Sadness ever filled me and you,
Because of faith, we get closer,
(When I was lying in your side,
Every phrase was becoming meaningless,
All the beautiful of views were given by you,
The shadow of moon was shaking and finally the sky was drawn.
Only the stars can not sleep well.
I was singing beside you and finally you have smile.
Love, is describe as a wonderful sea belongs to the two litter stars.
When we were hanging our hands together, every one has already understood.
We will not separate again.
Love, was floating slowly into my world.
Our meeting is coincidence. Both of us can not escape from fate. Oh~~)*2
I do not understand what love is initially but finally I know,
The lovers are acting as a little child while waiting for their love every day.
They are willing to be love and live with dignity every day.
Love, is describe as a wonderful sea belongs to the two litter stars.
When we were hanging our hands together, every one has already understood.
We will not separate again.
Love, was floating slowly into my world.
Our meeting is coincidence. Both of us can not escape from fate. Oh~~
(Remember! Love is a fate and it is not getting easy and we must appreciate it. Whatever you did, Jerry is not mind and will be always there to support you….)

Flying bird said you're passing winter
No fallen leaves during winter
Snowy ground was lonely
Flying bird said you're passing the sea
No storm on the sea
Waves were lonely
Flying bird said you're passing a dream
No colors in the dream
Dream was lonely
Eyes of a comet
Too soft, too warm
I'm the world of fire ignition
Falling into desolation with you
Burn the sea into wine
Burn the heart
Every mouthful is sadness
Forget my song
Forget me
A freedom without freedom
No one waiting for me
Life passes quickly
Too lonely
But can still go on
Go on with much joy
Eyes of a comet
Peers right through me
In an eye blink the world of flames
Falls into desolation with you
Burn the sea into wine
Burn the heart
Every mouthful is sadness
Forget my song
Forget me
A freedom without freedom
No one waiting for me
Sunset after a sunset
Evolves into the most beautiful
The most beautiful wound.

(I hope that you will not forget me, my dear friends.... keep it up and all the best to all of you... good luck...)

Laughing at the world
When will all the hate come to an end
Dusk with silver lined clouds
Traveling alone with no strings attached
Too carefree
Don't ask the world, vengeance light as tea
On phrase says it all
Walk straight, and there'll no fear of the wicked.
Graceful, leaving trails of sweet scent along the way
Moon light piercing through the mountain tops
Evening breeze blows distress like waves of the sea
Come, come, fill this cup with bitter wine
No one is to interfere
Drink and sing
Travel across the end of earth
accompanied by fallen leaves and dust in the wind
Can't hide a true style
Can't be tied down by any
Only the love of flowers
Flowers too sweet
Beneath the flowers, the wilted flowers, flowers so strange
Without a single wound
Only cares for the love of her
Ah ha ---
Why put up with loneliness, and not think of her?
A single boat rocking admist the sea Living like the unusual
But still thinking of her like so
Ah ha ---
Why settle your mind on her, refusing to let go?
Fate cannot be forced for long
A love forbidden
Why force it?
Sea so blue
When tomorrow comes, you're still a man
One phrase says it all
Leave love aside
Flowers too sweet
Beneath the flowers, the wilted flowers, flowers so strange
Without a single wound
Freely walking away

(This article is special for you, Kitty. I really hope that the fragrant of flower will last forever in your heart and alway remember who i m. thank you for accompanying me until this stage and i was very touched and happy. I hope that all my article will make you feel touch and be proud of KnJ. Next, i also want to send a right message to all my friends who are looking at this blog now. Everyone, never get lose and never give up!!! Fight for our bright future!!!)

I hope this article can give all of you a lot of surprised and touched...

Hope u can forward it....
今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。 　　
：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？ 　　
：好，等我五分钟。 　　
：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶.
　：我总要打扮一下啊。 　　
：好啦，快一点喔。

下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。 　

　 　　
五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。 　
：怎么这么慢？ 　　
他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。 　

什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。 　　
：对不起。 　　

　这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。

他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。 　　

　
认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。 　　

虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。 　　
：你最近怎么了？ 　　
：没有啊。 　　
：那你为什么心情不好？ 　　
：没有啊。 　　
：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？ 　　
：...对不起。 　　
：我不要听你说对不起。 　　

我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。 　　
从 那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？一 个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。 　　
：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？ 　　
：他休学了。 　　
：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？ 　　
：他已经一个月没来了。 　　
：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？ 　　
我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。 　　他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。 　　　
：喂，你还在干嘛啊？ 　　
：什么？ 　　　
：ㄚ伟在医院啦。 　　
：真的？他怎么了？ 　　　
：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。 　　
：我马上去。 　　　
我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。 　　　
他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。 　　
：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？ 　　　
他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。 　　
：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？ 　　
他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角 　　
：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。 　　
：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。 　　
　
我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。 　　
这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。 　　
他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。 　　

他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。 　　

过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。 　　
第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　　
第三次对不起，老婆，我... 　　
................................ 　　
............................ 　　
................... 　　
................ 　　
........... 　　
......... 　　
..... 　　
第 一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共 度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟 　　

　　
我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第

一百张照片。 　　

在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候，我没有陪着他。 　　
对不起。 　　
我抱着他的照片，泪流不止！！

愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...不要让悲剧再次上演!
" 如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?

如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?

是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?

是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~都能夠忠誠眷屬~~

日期：2008年2月19日晚上
新聞背景：來自增江北區的5歲女童謝曉恩，全身赤裸被母親送入士拉央醫院搶救，惟抵院后院方證實她返魂乏術，並對她體無完膚的傷勢起疑，報警后揭發她原來是遭母親男友虐打致死。
據瞭解，目前還在潛逃的男嫌犯，長期以來都是以曉恩被鬼上身作為虐打她的理由，而曉恩生母因為隱瞞事實，過后被警方起訴報假案。

謝曉恩和麥女士，是一起度過了5年寶貴光陰的婆孫倆，她們原本一起過著幸福快樂的生活，每天早上，曉恩都會含笑跟麥女士說聲“Good Morning 外婆﹗”，逗得麥女士開心不已。
但此情此景並不長久，因為女兒不帶眼識人，讓只在這個姿彩繽紛的世界，過了僅5年時間的乖孫曉恩，踏上了不歸路，從此和親人陰陽兩相隔。
冀她安息

曉恩生前拍下不少調皮照片，相中的她，非常討人歡心。目前清明節降臨，卻因為距離小死者離逝后“七七”未過，靈位也還未設立，家人不能正式為她掃墓，當然，這絕非是能阻止麥女士和家人對曉恩思念之情的障礙。
對早逝的曉恩充滿懷念和思緒的他們，早已前往怡保路的觀音廟（安放曉恩骨灰之地）拜祭，奉上曉恩生前最喜歡的小熊維尼玩偶、貼紙、畫具、糖果、餅乾和齋菜，並輪流和她談天，希望她安息。
因為沒有了曉恩這個開心果，麥女士的家里從此少了許多歡笑聲和趣事，但家人都對此事三緘其口，深怕再次勾起彼此心中的痛，而大家也心知肚明，失去了曉恩，他們都不再快樂。
為了一解相思之苦，麥女士不時會獨自到觀音廟去，對著乖孫的骨灰盎訴盡心中話，不過，趁著這次的清明節，麥女士心中有句真心話要對乖孫說，只是談到這里，情緒失控的她，已泣不成聲，訪問停頓了良久后，她才抽泣道出自己的內心話。
留著淚的她，斷斷續續的說，心里衷心祝福乖孫可以早日解脫，安息上路，更希望她將來投胎到一戶好家庭，不要再承受像這輩子的痛苦與悲劇。